Founded in 1982, the Voyageur 50 mile trail race is one of the oldest trail races in the country. The Voyageur 50 is perhaps best known as Scott Jurek’s first ultra. Scott ran the Voyageur 50 five times, from 1994 through 1998, and set a course record in 1998 that stood for twenty years. The Voyageur 50 is held on a rugged, challenging course that winds its way through the woods in Northern Minnesota.
As is common with 50 milers across the country, women make up only a fraction of the participants in the Voyageur 50 — less than one in four, to be specific. The more shocking fact to me is that this statistic has remained essentially unchanged since Scott Jurek set the course record twenty years ago!
There are several factors that may explain why women’s representation in the Voyageur 50 has has not increased substantially during the past 20 years. Undoubtedly, one contributing factor is motherhood.
At this year’s Voyageur 50 mile, I followed eight moms who ran the Voyageur 50 despite the challenges. Here they are, in their own words, describing the challenges of training for and racing a notoriously tough 50 mile trail race and why they do so despite the challenges.
Gretchen M., mile 0
“My oldest who is 11 now, she was diagnosed with Type I diabetes at age five. I am also a Type I. When she was diagnosed, I became a shadow of myself, so full of hate.
In 2015, I decided I wanted to train to do a marathon. I couldn’t control my numbers. The running would make insane highs and then horrible lows. I would also get dangerous lows days after a hard workout. I felt like it was impossible, so I threw in the towel. Then one day I looked at my 6-year-old and realized that by doing this I was saying to her: ‘No honey, there are things you can’t do.’”
Sarah, mile 0
“I really love to have my kids at the race since they’re part of training. My [training] goals were to spend my weekdays running with the kids in the stroller for three to four miles and then try to do at least a ten mile run on the weekends without the kids. Some of my goals now seem very small compared to before having kids.”
Kate, mile 0
“Standing at the starting line of a 50 mile trail race gives me goosebumps. Unlike road racing, I am not nervous. I am excited and focused on the long haul. There is no warm up or hoping that I can keep a 7:30 pace. I am surrounded by a bunch of individuals — all ages, shapes and sizes — that have one common love of the trails. I know we will keep each other motivated and energized all day long!”
Jill, mile 17
“Running is my time. I can tune in to myself, and I am in control. I can’t control the emotional rollercoaster of being a mom or the frantic pace of my job and the patients that I care for as a labor and delivery nurse, but when I run I’m the person in charge. Running helps to keep me grounded and provides an inner strength, confidence and peace.”
Tammi, mile 17
“Running is my escape. Voyageur was five days after [my daughter’s] accident. When my daughter was in her head-on car accident — where her car spun around, flipped over and started on fire — my world stopped. I didn’t eat for four days and didn’t sleep for four days… I had mixed emotions. I wanted to run and be out on the trails, but I didn’t want to leave her side. She told me to go run [Voyageur] so I could be strong for her. I had running friends that said it would be good for me to get away for a bit.”
Gretchen M., mile 44
“The plan was I wanted to mentally work through the heat and work hard… but I was just so chill. My biggest struggle was that I was letting Adam down. He is so organized and efficient. If I am racing, we both uphold our end… and I just hadn’t been doing my part. It’s not about speed, time or results. It’s about the effort you put in. It’s about respecting your team.
Maybe I just needed that joy of the community that I soaked up. I definitely felt rejuvenated.”
April, mile 44
“I feel like I am competing with my old self, the pre-baby April, that used to be fast and has won. I’ve felt like I’m chasing an unobtainable goal. There has been pressure internally and externally to return as I had been. And honestly, I wish I could be as fast as I used to be, I wish I could win, but I’m not being fair to myself.”
April, mile 47
“I didn’t race at Voyageur this year. I spent the first half socializing, then at the halfway point was mad at myself for being in like 10th place. So, I spent the second half mad running — not something I’d recommend. I was and am still mad at myself, but there were so many strong women this year! I placed where I was meant to. …and I got my 11th Voyageur finish.”
Nichole, mile 47
“I didn’t start running until Kason was 9 months old. I experienced pretty severe postpartum depression in that first year, and one day my friend Chally asked if I wanted to go for a run over our lunch break. I resisted at first, but she asked again and eventually I said yes. Suddenly I was running one mile… then three miles… then ten… and so on. Through this, the feelings that PPD had supplied began to decrease, and I began to feel alive again. PPD stole over a year of my life, and running was giving it back.”
Nichole, mile 47
“My family motivates me. I grew up (and still live) on the Fond du Lac Reservation. Growing up seeing sickness and disparity was common. Both my husband and I strive to create a healthy normalcy. I know that as my children grow older they’ll see running and healthy activities to be a part of life.”
Nichole’s husband and kids met her at every aid station along the course of her first 50 miler.
Sarah, mile 47
“The second half of the race I felt amazing and was in a really good place mentally. I was feeling super happy at the swinging bridge. I had just spent a minute sitting on a bench watching the river before the Jay Cooke aid station. It was a spot I noticed on the way out and even said out loud to Jared that I’d love to sit there and look at the river. So on the way back I indulged myself, and it felt so good.”
Gretchen K., mile 47
“Kate and Mary aren’t runners at this point and get frustrated, sometimes, by all of the time that ultras and ultra training take from our time together. As soon as I finished Voyageur, we were hopping in the car to start a one-week vacation, and I knew they were excited to go. I was the reason we hadn’t left already.”
Gretchen K., mile 47
The highlight of Voyageur was “running to the finish with my kids: knowing they were waiting for me… knowing that I was going faster on the course than I’d expected, so our vacation was going to start sooner… I was overjoyed to see the road leading up to the finish. Having Mary fall in to run with me and knowing Cate was right behind. I was exploding with energy, joy, gratitude and love.”
Gretchen M., mile 50
“I want my kids to realize that there are things they can’t do… if they choose not to work for them. The number of things that really aren’t possible are very few.”